I totally get why you are doing this. You are single, you can, and you have to think of yourself. I understand that you love James, but it's hard to share. When he leaves to be with his family the loneliness hits. I would hate it!
I feel for you!❤️🥰
I hate that I miss out on so much too, but I have my husband there still, if I was single I would want someone who wanted me all the time with no wife, that's the truth of the matter, life is too short.
Hey, message me sometime, lets chat ❤️❤️❤️