I’m sorry you are feeling that way
Honestly dust yourself and start all over again.
Just follow, clap and respond, my odd stories have no claps, however, I try and write what my readers like, well I try, but to me writing is a therapy and I used it to help with my loneliness and sad thoughts, it helped to write them down, even if no one else read them.
You have clearly done well on this story and have struck a chord, so just keep going, if it helps! If it makes your depression worse don’t write.
We can all be here to support each other ! ♥️